Carla Bruni’s Péché D’Envie is hauntingly, repetitively, splendid. all i know is that the title means “Sin of Desire”, yea?

words to sooth a dude’s worry, at some point in time in some dude’s life:

“thank goodness her period came!”

“i am not holding back, procrastinating, and will make a change to my life, tomorrow.”

i hate myself sometimes; i hate my old self, actually, my current self.

life nowadays, in your twenties, seems to be meeting up with old friends once in a while, and sometimes feeling, that apparently, you ain’t that connected to them as ou wish y’all were, that the act of “meeting up” has somewhat become obligatory.

i hate how true it is, about what i just mentioned. i don’t want it to be true. ’cause no matter how it’s gonna seem like wishful thinking, i don’t want that to be a reality, even if it has already proved itself to be.

another peaceful, civilized quarrel with the Girlfriend. and i am in the wrong again.

a reminder to self: i’m fortunate to have her.

oh, have i abandoned this blog, already?! NAHHHHH.

going off to watch Brüno now, like FINALLY.

and, i’m feeling good about my lit essay. i think i made my points quite nicely.

first day of school – i think i was pretty well-prepared for it, or at least i got into what i was expecting.

3D with fabrizio was okie. three hours of sleep before the first day of school wasn’t ideal but i managed to stay awake throughout his presentation, yeah the part before lunch break, before we racked and squeezed our brains for ideas. his past works and contribution are really eye-opening, truly! who would have thought all that shizzle happened while i was still a kid pursuing simple things in primary and secondary education? i think i’m gonna be okie with the first assignment. wendy, if you happened to be reading this, please don’t be so stressed up over it. take it easy as it’s only the first of four 3D assignments. don’t put the first assignment up on a pedestal as it isn’t as demanding as it appears, to you.

was late for lecture as me and astro rushed all the way back to ADM to make sure our Advanced Placement applications got thru to the school before the deadline. it was a worthwhile trip though, even though we were half an hour late for art history lecture. nahhhh who cares about lectures right? there are always powerpoint slides we can catch up on. LOL.

in case you do not yet know, i have my very own photography portfolio website – right here. i’m pretty open about my online identities and various “real estates” i got – flickr, twitter and what not. so i’m hoping , and won’t be surprised, that i’ll be gettin’ visitors to this blog of mine who want to remain mysterious and not leave any trace of themselves. so to these people who don’t tell me they visit this blog, i am revamping my website and it will be updated very, very soon. if you know me well enough, my designs are always simple and minimal. which i admit, is also due to the fact that i am incapable of fanciful designs. boohoo. so sue me. LOL.

alright, later will be in school to meet my new class and talk to more lecturers. gonna be awesome!

and, really can’t wait to see you shella.

just returned from from finishing a roll of 120 film. it really does take time, a considerable amount of time to composed a single frame. i loaded the second roll i bought in already, with a little bit of difficuly, haha. perhaps i will drag the 2kg camera to ADM on the 6th.

to you: you know i’m here for you even if i can’t help directly in your schoolwork. i’m just a phone call away, always.

oh and here is my schedule for my first semester in ADM.

the MEGA ADM OUTING yesterday was great! looked thru 500 pictures and uploaded the selected ones in a matter of two hours up to facebook and Pow was busy tagging already by then. more outings and my harddisk is gonna run outta space. \m/

i’m so, so sorry shella i had to PANG SEH your video shoot last minute! and thanks to teng for helping out. i’m back to gramophone for this weekend, and probably next – yeah the national day weekend.